Hi Beloved Friends!
Listen to what happened last week. You may have glimpsed a piece of this on my IG stories but here is the full scoop and lesson learned.
First of all, the universe does not waste any time. Ask and you are given my friends!!
So, last week I declared to the universe that I was in fact ready to dive into a bigger responsibility in my life and business. I won’t get into the deep details just yet but I will say I had some pretty big desires to truly claim what I wanted in a much bigger way. I was already feeling proud of myself for becoming so clear, for walking through the inner fire of FEAR to arrive at the place where I could claim these scary next-level offerings. So here came some examples my way. I started seeing people around me doing these things and that desire grew even more. Instead of comparing or feeling jealous in any way, I felt inspired and clear, and ready.
So as the universe would have it, I WAS TESTED!
Many of us, most of us, do not understand the nature of these tests which also makes us fall into a distrust of the universe and its guidance or support. But after many many years of me exploring these universal laws, I was able to work with it.
The very next day I received a notification that I missed a payment on a credit card and my credit score plummeted. I was in shock! I never miss a payment. But I had recently moved and had forgotten to put a couple things on autopay. I called the company and explained. They informed me to write a letter to the company and ask for grace. The next day I got another notification that it plummeted further due to another late payment. WHAT ON EARTH!!! My nearly perfect credit was in the dumpster. On top of this, there were a few other notifications that needed attention too. It felt like complete overwhelm. I became dysregulated, my old trauma response was at the doorstep of eruption. I was in disbelief that THE UNIVERSE HAD DONE THIS TO ME???? No, of course that is not the case. So I took action and started taking care of these things the best I could.
I drove an hour to print out and fax documentation, etc. It was a weekend mind you so no answers were coming for a couple days but doing these action steps helped my nervous system. I was able to put it aside and enjoy a night out with friends to blow off steam and feel good about the actions I could take in my control.
Then I woke up this morning to a CLEAR MESSAGE. My insight turned back on now that my trauma brain was at bay. THIS WAS YOUR TEST CANDACE AND YOU DID WELL. I had this wisdom drop in about what I had asked for. The voice said….. Candace, you asked for more responsibility in your world. We had to show you where it was lacking at the moment to see if you had grace. To see if you believed in your ability to handle stressful situations. We had to show you the parts of you that needed attention to get on board with your next level. Could your nervous system handle what you were asking for? I IMMEDIATELY FELT EXCITED.
WOW, instead of shaming myself for allowing this to happen, I celebrated my ability to STEP IN AND STEP UP to handle the life school that was going on. I saw my growth and I saw my commitment to be present in the face of overwhelm, fear, and stress. I nodded my head and said YES UNIVERSE I AM READY! I saw a vision of what I had just asked for playing out and I could not FEEL INTO my new level of emotional regulation, the proof I can handle hard things and still want what is next. My obvious growth and desire to not only walk through hard things but the matched desire to explore.
I tell you this because we need to get our INNER WORLD up to par with the outer desires.
I have a few new FREE VIDEOS on YouTube I created last week to help you through.
THE AUTHENTIC SELF – HOW TO RECONNECT
I don’t know about you, but I am up for the tests I get to pass to welcome in that next level of physical world reality. I am ready and excited to show up in new ways for all of you and for those in my day to day life.
We are working hard to build my retreat this year and live speaking events. Nothing makes me happier than thinking of giving so many of you real-life hugs!!!
As a reminder INNER WORK 2 is starting April so sign up here to hold your spot.
ALL ON DEMAND COURSES ARE OPEN FOR ENROLLMENT AT ANYTIME.
Lots of Love to you all,
Candace
